The Saints
of Discontent
There comes a person now and then
Whose malice fairly cries to heaven,
Whose animosity’s a ten
Upon a scale of one to seven.
Who’ll never have a word to say
That won’t somehow demoralize,
Whose painful presence drives away
Who’d wish them happy otherwise,
Who make of life a living hell
For every woman, child, or bloke,
And for their sorry selves as well,
Until their lives go up in smoke.
When they approach, we run away
(Unless they're mother, boss, or child
And thus we can’t). But then one day
I learned their secret. Then I smiled:
These are, in fact, a breed
kenotic,
Who cast their good name to the
void,
To make themselves as idiotic
And save their fellow humanoid.
They’ve made a secret vow, you see,
To disregard their reputation,
To seem as spiteful as can be,
And bathe the world in aggravation,
Just to give the rest of us
A chance to see the fruits of hate,
The outcome of such animus--
To save us all from such a fate.
When they die they float above
This world of suffering in the
air
From where their wise and selfless
love,
Like syrup, flows down everywhere.
When we perceive their stratagem,
With deference we genuflect,
With heaps of gratitude toward
them,
Which they regard but don’t
expect.
Lost in the
Stars
(after Kurt
Weill & Maxwell Anderson…)
There’s an
up and a down
To the
Milky Way, as I imagine it:
A right and
left, a north and south,
Based,
amusingly, on the coordinates
Of this
body of mine, sitting, as it is,
On a log by
a Berkshire brook,
On this
particular planet.
As it
turns out, admitting
The
emptiness of those conventions--
Of one
place in relation to another place
Or of this
moment in relation to any other--
Is all it
takes to slip gently through
The gate of
not-knowing’s blessing.
A
salamander slips gently over
A rock, slithering
blessedly
From one
place to another,
Lost, with
me, in the stars.
Right Glory
Soon after
crossing
The threshold,
I had a
dream:
I find
myself in a church
With a
ceiling so low
That
standing is impossible.
One can
only kneel.
This
nighttime vision
Recurred
through the years,
The edifice
morphing
From
Alaskan village funkiness
To
Byzantine glory and back again,
With the
persistence of
A kind
father waiting for his
Son to
finally get something.
And I came
to wonder
If that image was a sign of
The institution’s
inadequacy
Or rather
an instruction to humility--
Akin to the
way the low doorway
Of a
Japanese tea house
requires
you to bend down
In order to
enter it.
And that nothing was missing at all.
It became clear
Only as I stood at the threshold
Only as I stood at the threshold
On my way
out:
Both were
true.
I proceeded
down the steps and
On to the
street, the faint aroma
Of incense clinging to my shirt.
Re Jesus
That prayer
he taught before he let
His hearers
blithely wander off
Would later
be to music set
By Mr.
Rimsky-Korsakov.
The instrument
so hard and cruel
His
tortured body did bedeck,
Would be
adorned with gold and jewels
And worn around
a billion necks.
His
radically kenotic act
Would later
on become the theme
Of art,
objective and abstract,
And of
careers in academe.
Adventures
of God #2:
On the Quadrangle
Sparrows sang as he made his way
Across campus, and hawthornes
Bloomed in gratitude as
He passed two sophomores
Named Kevin so fiercely engaged
In a discussion over his existence
That they didn’t even notice
Him come up behind them,
Set down his book bag,
And bend a divine ear.
“’He’s a remnant of tribal
animism,”
Said Kevin 1, “A projection of
one’s ego
Or one’s parents, an un-outgrown
Big Imaginary Friend.
For proof, imagine a category
beyond ‘being’
And you’ll see this Supreme Being
is left behind
With all the rest of the beings.”
“It’s that beyond-category ‘he’
expresses,”
Countered Kevin 2 . “Perhaps once
a tribal diety
Or parental projection, yeah, but
when those
Are exposed and discarded, a way
of referring
To what can’t be referred to.”
“So why ‘refer’ at all?” demanded
1.
“So you and I can discuss the
matter at all!”
2 exclaimed, only then noticing
that they
Were being observed.
“I thank you sincerely,” God
said. “You’ve both
Spoken well. as far as speaking goes.”
And putting his palms together
and bowing deeply,
He picked up his pack and
departed, hoping
Not to be late for his ten AM
class.
“Who the fuck’s he think he is?” asked 2.
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